Dear Chandamama, answer – Why ?

Dear Chandamama, answer – Why ?

Last Purnima, when moon was all over the sky,

My mom asked me to step in balcony,

It was a hectic day, I had no option but to comply,

Witnessing moon's glory, full of light, so calm

Radiating bliss which no one can deny,

Kept staring outside to experience his magic,

Till one question pounced over my mind - "Why"??

Why do you appear in full some days?

And disappear instantly without notice

Looking at your fluctuating nature, I keep wondering always,

Such serene environment which you create,

Is out of our site after a fortnight,

Your brightness in the dark, I consistently wish to emulate?

Why are you so dynamic, changing your features every day?

At times, I see a thin line, at times you appear in half,

Can you describe your personality, what should be my takeaway?

“Not another one” Mama replied😐😐

“I am same all the time, it is sun to blame,

At times, its light, shadows a part of me or covers me completely,

At times, it lit me and secure me fame.

This is a 30-day journey which I have been taking since ages,

Witnessing transitions rapidly, like no one does,

Becomes the very reason of my changing images

Before I cross question,

Some clouds faded my vision,

I guess, it was message to not irritate Him further,

And now it was my time for introspection.

Everything remains where it is, nothing changes in real,

It is only the time, which is changing the color of my life,

Sometimes glitters me with happiness, sometimes it is dull.

“Acceptance with gratitude” while understanding life’s nature,

Is the only key to adjust with evolving circumstances and measure the pleasure,

By cherishing our present moment which is no less than any treasure.

Waiting for another encounter and continue our discussion,

It may take 30 more days, to get an answer to my satisfaction,

Let me live with whatever I have received so far,

Indebted as it gets me a little more toward’ s self-realization.