Shingala, what do you want ?

I wanna run, run as far and fast as possible 

Feel that gust of wind rush over my face

Letting my cheeks get wet with those drops

Confined in my eyes from eons, now ready for the race

I wanna hug, a hug that is gentle, 

No, actually a little tight one, 

Make someone listen to my heartbeat

Feel those arms, that reminds me, that

It's okay to surrender to someone, 

It's okay, not to achieve every desired feat.

I wanna laugh, laugh like a baby, 

Throw tantrums day in and day out

But now, my shoulders pleading to take off some load, 

"I am ageing, time is less", they would shout.

I wanna dance, dance on my every failure

Till my legs hurt.

Till, that so called 'victory' feel envious

And amazed to realize it's true worth,

By finding its own credibility suspicious.

I wanna sing, sing on top of my voice

And don't care how it sounds

Make each cell of my body alive.. once again

Experience the hidden joy trapped under the fear having no grounds 

Well, can I say, I just wanna live, live on my own terms

No restriction, No limitation, 

No worry, No expectation

Just live …… fully, deeply, passionately 

Also, a little naughtily, miserably

Yes, I guess, that's all what I want…

shingala_the_storyteller