कविता - My Soul's Expression

A new day, doesn't excite anymore, Something new doesn't seem new anymore Colliding with past & you feel 'present' doesn't exist, What's gonna happen in future doesn't matter anymore... Thats when I say, "Bring it on baby.... without problems, life doesn't seem life anymore" You are perpetually indifferent, whatever comes by, A stone in middle of the river unaffected by the waves lashing by Silence is making noise now, Words doesn't have meaning anymore At times, I wonder, whether my life has life anymore" People say, cheer up ! What's wrong ? But Boss, this is the very place where I belong I cannot carry smile forever, I melt as well, cannot always pretend to be strong I have right to sulk, cannot bear drama anymore, Today, life has lost its life, can't take anymore Whoa! Whoa! Whoa! .... relax... Mood swing is okay bro, don't bother I think, you need some breather, It's a phase, it has to pass A little patience is...

तुम हमें चाहो या नहीं, तुम्हारी मर्ज़ी तुम्हारी चाहत के हम मोहताज नहीं हम ठीक नहीं होगे, शायद, जख्म गहरा है और पता है, इसका कोई इलाज नहीं अरे, तुम्हारी यादों में भूल गया कि मेरी भी सासें चल रही है तुम्हारे ख़यालो का सैलाब उभरा है और अगर कुछ कहना हो, तो हमारे पास अल्फ़ाज़ नहीं  शीशे में अब हम खुदको नहीं पहचानते बर्सो हो गए खुदको सवारे हमारी सूजी हुई आँखों का इशारा है जो वक़्त हमारा कल था, वो आज नहीं सुनो, तुम्हे चाहने के लिए , हमे तुम्हारी ही ज़रुरत नहीं तुम्हे भूलकर भी भूलाना, हमारे बस में नहीं   तुम भले हमे भूल जाओ, कोई ऐतराज़ नहीं आज सबकुछ पुरा होने के बाद भी कुछ अधूरा है जाने दो, हम आपसे नाराज नहीं  तुम हमें चाहो या नहीं, तुम्हारी मर्ज़ी तुम्हारी चाहत के हम मोहताज नहीं

  "What's bothering you, what's wrong ?" "Well, it's your question, coz untill asked, I didn't even realize that something is wrong" "Ok, What's scaring you " "That I cannot find answer to your 1st question" "Why are you behaving and appearing differently ?" "Well I haven't seen myself in mirror for days.  May be some thoughts have cluttered my vision" "Why do you have constant mood swings" "When I try finding reason, suddenly I am in no mood to persuade further" "Why do you start acting weird with some people" "See, I judge someone and then my judgement starts judging itself " "Why do you keep staring at something for hours" "Because my world stops at times and I love to go blank, may be for minutes though" "Why does your eyes keep swelling for no reason" "May be they have encountered something they shouldn't" "Why...